The Who's and What's

Where to start, where to start...well, my name's Addison and I'm "passive aggressive." As in, when things happen to me I react passively, but when I replay the scene in my head I'm super aggressive. Which is really a problem, because I'm tired of people being rude to me and doing nothing about it. Well except if you count crawling under my blankets and crying like a baby, but I don't think thats really proactive.

So a little about me, I'm a nice girl. I don't like confrontation, I don't like being rude and I'm hyper aware if I'm in a bad mood and being snotty, but I like to treat people nicely (it comes naturally guys) and am hardly ever mean. EVER. So if I don't treat you that way, its like a slap in the face to be talked to rudely; and I don't mean strangers, I mean friends and family and the like. Anyway, I'm married (going on 10 years) with four kids and I think its about time I figured this crap out.

I've had a lot of extra special situations come up lately and I just have to get it out before I just explode and lose it on every person that comes into eye contact with me. Like a raging inferno of fury and craziness--it would be a sight to behold...hmmmm, it doesn't sound so bad that way...

No really, I just want to get these things out of my head so I can hopefully move on. Do you think it'll work? (Oh, and if you want to comment, thats great and dandy: just beware, I have a lot of pent up anger going on here, and if you're mean to me it's my one chance to let loose. Can't say I have the will power not to do it, so you've been adequately warned. Otherwise, if you can relate and get a laugh or learn something or share some advice, I'd love that too.)